Well its kinda more of an emo story but its sad, upsetting, and gave me reason to go get antidepressants tomorrow so here it is.
<warning story below is relatable AND emo if any of this happened to you and you got mad or cried about it your probably emo and should see a doctor>
Well I got a girl friend and loved her for months on end, out of the nearly half a year I only got laid 3 times, well she leaves me due to she went and seen her friends more than me so I got jealous, im sexual shes anti sexual, her excuse was that she didnt want to have sex cause I always tried to get laid.
Well she leaves me, starts crushing on her ex which is my room mate...well this catches my attention so I play ball by starting to ask around for friends with benifits and ya know minor crap that would make her all the more jealous. Well I meet one and I go pick her up, we toke, were both feeling fine and she tells me that she dont do anything with 18 year olds so...yea I was pretty much snuffed out. But that was stated for the obvious reasons that james, a roomies friend, was around... now this guy has 4 or 5 chicks to sex up any time he calls and I have a grand total of 0.
Well later on into the night he tells me he wouldnt touch her or anything till he found out where her feelings laid and well low and behold they went to my roomies room to "check out his myspace". Contrary to belief I thought he would never screw me over but wow when I walked down the hall and heard her moans I went berserk...I thought of suicide, homicide, murder....just everything negative in that one split second.
Well my ex and my roomie were in his room with the door closed so I went in and said "well isnt it just nice how everyone F#@KS me over!? why dont I just go all homicidal and drive around insanely!". I slammed the door, punched the wall hard enough to bruise my knuckles, got my wallet and car keys (still intoxified by the weed) and peeled out onto the streets.
When I came out of my berserk I was at my moms and I was asking for zanex's (nice depression drug) then I just said screw it, got some pain relievers, and drove back to the house.
Well my room mates friend and the eledged female that was going to accompany me but screwed me over were sitting in my room so I told them "im poppin my f#%kin pills and goin to bed". Well they were silent to me as I set my stuff down and went to pop my pills and get ready for the blood pressure to lower.
In that time I had about 3 ranting sessions, a moment where I went all insane mobster and told my roomies friend "you got one day capice!?" and stormed into my room, slamming doors and blaring music till I passed out.
I then woke up the next morning depressed and mopey...so I called for an appointment to get a perscription on some antidepressants and I got an appointment tomorrow at 2:30 so meh....
Now I just dont know what I can do, I cant stand the thought of my roomies friend bein a few rooms away from me, I cant stand the fact that he lied and backstabbed me to the point of where I even had a nightmare on that nights events...which ill leave out cause I feel it could jynx me or get me locked away....and now I have to depend on antidepressants to get myself through the f@%king day...
<end emo sad story>
So yea...a lot of crap for such an innocent male just tryin to get laid >.<...Anyway if you can relate then I guess thats good cause I wont be alone but if not then eh...the feeling sucks dudes....
<warning story below is relatable AND emo if any of this happened to you and you got mad or cried about it your probably emo and should see a doctor>
Well I got a girl friend and loved her for months on end, out of the nearly half a year I only got laid 3 times, well she leaves me due to she went and seen her friends more than me so I got jealous, im sexual shes anti sexual, her excuse was that she didnt want to have sex cause I always tried to get laid.
Well she leaves me, starts crushing on her ex which is my room mate...well this catches my attention so I play ball by starting to ask around for friends with benifits and ya know minor crap that would make her all the more jealous. Well I meet one and I go pick her up, we toke, were both feeling fine and she tells me that she dont do anything with 18 year olds so...yea I was pretty much snuffed out. But that was stated for the obvious reasons that james, a roomies friend, was around... now this guy has 4 or 5 chicks to sex up any time he calls and I have a grand total of 0.
Well later on into the night he tells me he wouldnt touch her or anything till he found out where her feelings laid and well low and behold they went to my roomies room to "check out his myspace". Contrary to belief I thought he would never screw me over but wow when I walked down the hall and heard her moans I went berserk...I thought of suicide, homicide, murder....just everything negative in that one split second.
Well my ex and my roomie were in his room with the door closed so I went in and said "well isnt it just nice how everyone F#@KS me over!? why dont I just go all homicidal and drive around insanely!". I slammed the door, punched the wall hard enough to bruise my knuckles, got my wallet and car keys (still intoxified by the weed) and peeled out onto the streets.
When I came out of my berserk I was at my moms and I was asking for zanex's (nice depression drug) then I just said screw it, got some pain relievers, and drove back to the house.
Well my room mates friend and the eledged female that was going to accompany me but screwed me over were sitting in my room so I told them "im poppin my f#%kin pills and goin to bed". Well they were silent to me as I set my stuff down and went to pop my pills and get ready for the blood pressure to lower.
In that time I had about 3 ranting sessions, a moment where I went all insane mobster and told my roomies friend "you got one day capice!?" and stormed into my room, slamming doors and blaring music till I passed out.
I then woke up the next morning depressed and mopey...so I called for an appointment to get a perscription on some antidepressants and I got an appointment tomorrow at 2:30 so meh....
Now I just dont know what I can do, I cant stand the thought of my roomies friend bein a few rooms away from me, I cant stand the fact that he lied and backstabbed me to the point of where I even had a nightmare on that nights events...which ill leave out cause I feel it could jynx me or get me locked away....and now I have to depend on antidepressants to get myself through the f@%king day...
<end emo sad story>
So yea...a lot of crap for such an innocent male just tryin to get laid >.<...Anyway if you can relate then I guess thats good cause I wont be alone but if not then eh...the feeling sucks dudes....
