Well, as a most talked about topic, some fear it and some dont...but for the last few nights now ive though of nothing but "what would death be like?"...but sadly every single conclusion comes up:
1. the world I know and live in ceases to exist for me
2. cold...dark....nothingness
3. everything I ever enjoyed is gone and I cant do anything but see my life flashing for a year till my brain completely stops
4. if their was an after life, my dad would kill me for some of the stuff I do >.>...
5. as is I cant stand being without a relationship while alive....imagine if I was dead x.x
6. the sadness ill realize of everything leaving me those last few minutes on my death bed (yes im materialistic)
7. what if I died before I was supposed to? would anyone care?
8. would I see some form of godly being as isis, god, budda, zeus, or even death?
9. how would I cope if I learned I had a short time to live at the age of 20 or 30?
10. would I be put in purgatory? rest in nothing but dark silence? (for example of that put ear plugs in your ears and cover your eyes in the dark), sit along the shores of eden? enter the gates of valhalla?
These are just some of the many questions that come up in my little ADHD inflicted mind...but none the less, these are also some of the brighter highlighted ones that concern me the most. So any ideas on atleast helping me get over this fear of death with your personal experiences, remedies, or just plain old fasioned good advice...it would be much appreciated. ^_^
1. the world I know and live in ceases to exist for me
2. cold...dark....nothingness
3. everything I ever enjoyed is gone and I cant do anything but see my life flashing for a year till my brain completely stops
4. if their was an after life, my dad would kill me for some of the stuff I do >.>...
5. as is I cant stand being without a relationship while alive....imagine if I was dead x.x
6. the sadness ill realize of everything leaving me those last few minutes on my death bed (yes im materialistic)
7. what if I died before I was supposed to? would anyone care?
8. would I see some form of godly being as isis, god, budda, zeus, or even death?
9. how would I cope if I learned I had a short time to live at the age of 20 or 30?
10. would I be put in purgatory? rest in nothing but dark silence? (for example of that put ear plugs in your ears and cover your eyes in the dark), sit along the shores of eden? enter the gates of valhalla?
These are just some of the many questions that come up in my little ADHD inflicted mind...but none the less, these are also some of the brighter highlighted ones that concern me the most. So any ideas on atleast helping me get over this fear of death with your personal experiences, remedies, or just plain old fasioned good advice...it would be much appreciated. ^_^